I wish I was on Venice beach causing sandstorms with my completely inappropriate choice of footwear.
I wish I was on Santa Monica beach laughing at 'Squat' team whilst you shade your eyes by bras.
I wish I was on San Deigo beach flipping off squirrels and watching rainbows in Jaquizzis.
I wish I was on Mission Viejo ferris wheel for the tenth time not complaining because everything was so beautiful at night.
I wish I was on the Hollywood Hills with the infamous sign so small and the views so tall.
I wish I was on the free way listening to You Me At Six, never wanting to leave, never feeling so much at home.
I wish I was in Boyle Heights getting mad because the abandoned hospital wasn't scary enough.
I wish I was in Silverlake at Sage eating and drinking the most beautiful vegan food.
I wish I was in Santa Monica with daily cartwheels round the block.
I even wish we were back in the Palisades burning the soles of our feet sliding down mountains.
It's probably because I'm dead sick, It's probably because I'm still full of regrets and mistakes and my home town is riddled with them, It's probably because I am missing you like crazy but I am far too stubborn to let you know that. I hope you know I do, I always miss you. And I can't wait till we go back, I can't wait till we go home.
